furqan’s blog

*warning-this post is filled with bad language orientation,bad english and all.aka 'bahasa rojak'*

uh..i woke up today to listen to my mom's babbling..I asked the timekeeper..it said 11am..oh darn I missed my subuh prayer again.bangun lambat lagi!*my mum yells.yeah I can see every reason for her to be mad.
and blablabla...i went down.checked my list of things to do.*yeah I do have a list!unbelievable is it?

and quickly as ever.my mum said the thing I've to do before I start figuring out the blurry lines.*am reading here.bila nk cat pagar tu?bila nk pi byr unikl tu?esok kn nk tgok adik?.sabtu kn dh nk pegi dusun?.

ps:the unikl registration day is in 3rd jan 2010.and the registration paper said I must pay rm1040*or 1400? to them at least one week before registration.and I have exactly one week.darn!whut are they doing with my 1k of money,even b4 I entered?

and yeah this week is a buzzing one.this weekend my mum's side family is making a...gathering?at dusun eco resort..and I haven't finished with my UNIKL registration..hopefully tomorrow..and yeah.tomorrow I've to accompany my mum to see my lil' bro and attend my lil sis' report day..like when will I have the time?omg idk.
friday?godknows.but something is telling me it'll be a very busy day.

the last few months/weeks/days have not been nice to me.I dont recall when it starts but I guess it starts when my former employer called me back to work for him*most of his 'workforce consists mainly of practical students..so there is this critical 1 month of no-student period,the semester breaks.and he called me to man one of his stations*stations?hahahah.his outlet in seksyen 27..which is..far far away.not that far.but it hurts trying to get there on time with all the friggin traffic.and during my time I've had close calls..two times!

and since I had this roadtax-less kriss.I've got two love letters from the police.in total amount of rm640 of summons.
which I've settled for only rm140.since the bike does have a roadtax.*the summons note wrote-no roadtax,rm320 fine.
and both police officer who geve me the love letters said it can be cancelled if u really did have one.and so I did.but!
the IPD police said it cant be cancelled,but lightened.changed to "not displaying roadtax offence"i said wtf man?he said in total for both rm140.means rm70 for each offence.oh this is ridiculous.....and so I paid.

ok i think this is enough.for now.

k thanx if u read.

uh..
actually I didn't post alot cause when I'm here at this "compose" page my brain went astray..
so this post is a randomisation of what just happened and what's in my brain right now,for the moment..
recently,heck not recently,it has been three years,that people told me I have "uban",which is whitened hair or whatever it is,which made me felt "unyouthly"..hahahah
and some said I must be thinking alot or too much..haha..hell yeah I did..
to be honest I dont want to tell all that o thought here because it will sound as if I'm darn stupid or weird to you..
I've been thinking uh well,what the future holds for and I hold for the future..sounds weird is it?it means what I've gave in to the future,and the future am talking about is NOT only about my own future,but also everyone that concerns to me,as in,my family,muslims everywhere in the world,what will happen if apocalypse happens in a few years,or world war3 came to life,since the economy condition looks like it can trigger one,just like world war2
and uh,of course,if I will ever get married.and if I do will I ever be able to look after "that" person :p hahahahaha
right now I do have some uh,how do we place it..emotional problems?
hmm.to me,it seemed that every time I've got a best friend,after a while they will move away from me,and it feels as if god doesnt want my friends to be close to me,which doesnt help me feeling better....

and during the night of 6thJanuary2009,my best friend gave me a lecture about the future,life and so on..
but he said it in a very sarcastic manner.he said that I'm a failure and more,as if he's not!
or as if he's ultimately successful?!,damnit...maybe he's right or maybe he 's just fuckingly freaking out trying to downgrade me...but that's not the case for me.cause I am doing all my best for now,and I do admit that I regret that I didnt concentrate in school,and now,as everyone is talking about enrolling into matriculation and what not..I didnt even get a thought of getting into one because I was silly enough to be lazy not to fill in the form or whatever procedure necessary..well,the path into continuing our education is vast is it?(correct me if I'm wrong)
(sorry for the broken english,not in the mood anyway)

well,now I'm vary attracted to a bike,which is honda CBR,it is not the most powerful bike on the line,but,I just simply love it!
hope to be sitting on those seats pressing those throttles...
vrooom2!

here's a picture of it..
:D

uh..
i don't know what should I say first,so,I'll just continue my previous blog..
the accident issue was or is getting worse since I don't have any sort of driving license,and that means a generous amount of sues is possible on me,in this case my dad.
well,yesterday I went to the police station in section 11 and the officer said that I'm the cause of the accident but,he's sueing me only for the accident..
well,that's one thing settled,and,after that,I bought my accident report and the "clean" guy who said in his report that I'm the one ramming on him,later my father and I realised that the police officer is a lazy guy and he's making decisions based on the other side's report which is obviously unfair to me....
moreover,it is obvious that the police officer does not refer to my report and the conditions and pictures of my motorbike,that lazybone always kept showing pictures of the other's car damage,umm,and the name of that guy is robin van buerle..he's such a ****** person!
maybe he paid the officer to be on his side..
and,when the officer shown me the picture of the car,I was a bit shocked since the car looked as if it was deliberately damaged to make as if i was the one who really rammed him..
because in the early minutes of the accident,I was still in shock condition and didn't realize about the fact that my foot is broken,I went to my bike to take the keys,and make sure there's nothing for anyone to steal,his car wasn't damaged too much like what the picture shown,and Im very positive it is because I went up close to his car since my bike is under his car!
so,what the ****!?!?!?!?
also,the picture of that car is taken during the day,so,there's much time for that robin to modify his car damage,and,he said I was trying to make a u-turn,maybe just to make me look very guilty since the road where the accident occurs have signs showing no u-turns..why would i make a u- turn in the middle of the road not at a junction???
yesterday,on late evening,my dad managed to contact some eyewitnesses and one or two of them said that his breath smell like he was drinking before,which also means it is probable that he was drunk..
furthermore,he made his report later that evening,which made sense that he was waiting for the scent to subside and,well you know,to avoid the police from knowing that he was drinking...

uhh...maybe that's for now...

uhh..
by the time I wrote this blog it has been a week or more since aid-mubarak,so,this is a late mubarak post is it?
anyway I want to say is happy eid-mubarak!
;D
hmm,things have changed way around for me this last 2 days,with SPM just 32 days away,it won't be long!
the worst thing is.....I'm involved in an accident around 2am in the morning of 9th october(what am I doing out there???)
well,the problem is just gonna get worse..
why?
maybe later I'll tell ya..

wow!
it have been a while since I post anything in Vox...
so,hello again!
:D:D
hmm....everything's not really moving along so well right now,hell...nothing's righteous in this world eyhh??
uhh...SPM is just around the corner,I mean just in front of me!!!
and,I haven't studied nor read anything yet..
which worries me a LOT..and I mean NEVER studied!!all of this thanks to the addicting games and my recently bought graphic card....which is not the best graphic card either...and this makes a hyper-tension combo!!
argghhh!!
last sunday,my class held our photoshooting session and I wasn't there...which makes me really really really really really really really sadd!!   hua2!!!
my addmaths folio have already started for quite a while but I haven't finished it yet and I dont know why..
hahahaha...
one more thing,my LK autocad work was really making me stupid by its "noble" ways of making lines and so on...
and I'm starting to hate school...  :p

lol

well,my last blog was cut short since the CC at the time was a bit too crowded and,it seemed that those people have never seen vox...

haha....

this blog that I'm about to jot down today is,maybe,about what I've kept in my heart for so long...

hmm..

since last year,or even since I was in form2,I havent't ate as much as I'm used to..and I'm getting thinner by the day..

-_-"

maybe,this was caused by this "issue" my father hid from us for 8 years...I won't mention what's the "issue" here..

well,this issue does dent our family economy,quite heavily..and,as it does,I have less pocket money and,subsequently,being thinner....

hell...

I'll continue later...

it's too crowded over here...

What have you lost that you wish you still had?
Submitted by gunderson bee.

all of my friends....

since last monday,or this week's monday...
my mom wasn't 'able' to fetch me early from school..
well,she was back in the office!
which is good news and bad news..
the good news is,we'll have more income and,hopefully,I'll have more pocket money! yeay!
:D
and the bad news is,I have to wait for hours before my mom came..
and,sometimes,I have to walk back home...
but,I've just have this,well,I-like-to-be-home-late feeling..
since I can hang around with my friends,well,maybe for a few days since most of them came to school because of this badminton tournament...
and,maybe after tomorrow or today they would be sitting around in their couches,leaving me sweltering under the bloody sun...
since the tournament is about to end..
it won't be long before anything ends right?
hmmm.......